Sunday, February 17, 2008

I Miss You Sheena!

I haven't posted in a while. I've been busy with work and trying to stay sane.

I started suprefact on the 14th 5x per day until the 27th. I will have baselines on the 27th to see if I am suppressed enough and that my E2 is low enough to start stims. I will stay on it 2x per day while injecting to prevent ovulation. I am feeling the effects of the suprefact. The first day my blood sugar dropped and I felt extremely anxious with some blurred vision. I have a mild headache pretty much all the time but nothing unbearable. The hot flashes are pretty bad! I wake up in the middle of the night soaked! My sleep hasn't been good either but that started earlier in the week before I started suprefact.

In other news, when we moved away we had to leave behind our golden retriever, Sheena, because we weren't allowed pets so we left her with my sister. We found a place where we were allowed to have her but we decided that my sisters kids were too attached to her and we didn't want to upset them so we left her there. A few months later, my sister calls and says she's getting a divorce and she can't keep the dog. My best friend took her and promised to keep her. The dog is 9 years old so she only has a couple years left and that was part of the reason not to fly her here. She wouldn't tolerate flying I'm sure. My best friend emails me yesterday to say they can't keep her because they don't have time for her and asked if we wanted to fly her here. She said if we didn't, her neighbor would take her. She couldn't have picked a worse time to tell me this! I am a hormonal mess and I couldn't stop crying for over an hour! Even though it has been 2 years, I miss my dog everyday! I wish I could get her here somehow but I am risking her health if I do that, but moving her from house to house can't be good for her either. She must be so confused! She is a very laid back dog and I think she will adjust well but how unfair for her to move again! I guess I need to let go of her as 'MY' dog but I feel so horrible! We raised her from a pup at 8 weeks old. We had her for 7 years before we moved here. ='(

1 comments:

A said...

Aw I'm sorry you're having to deal with all this drama with your sweet dog right now. I hope that situation settles itself soon so you don't have to deal with that anymore. I think flying dogs is safer than it used to be so if you wanted her with you, it would probably be possible. Good luck! :::hugs:::